Reflection #1

From yesterday’s blue to today’s red, the colour shift is enough for me to know there is shift happening, though ironically the shift is actually a settle. It’s been a bumpy seven days!

This combo gave me pause to think on what I do to ground myself to align with my creativity. Here, CBR talks about the King’s confidence becoming a rigidness that prevents new ideas. 
I get that confidence has the capacity to create a false sense of security that can compel you to continue to do the same thing, with the same result, over and over (some will tell you that’s success!) but for me confidence has always inspired me to try new things. When I am confident I take major leaps and major risks. I also tend to sparkle enough with those new ideas to co-opt others into jumping with me.
I stay grounded with the mundane – washing, dishes, cooking to name three. They are great places to gestate new ideas. 

And walking.

I was reminded of this yesterday when I was forced to walk to retrieve my car from the mechanic. And guess what – I’m far from being as unfit as I think I am. I really enjoyed it. My routine , within my body, has settled enough now that I can think about an afternoon walk again without keeling over from exhaustion.

What do you do to stay grounded and available for the incoming flow of ideas? Is confidence restrictive or liberating?

#pinpsaturday #1


The black space within

is no longer a vacuum

since I learned to love me,


Reborn as a wild vortex 

of infinite and perpetual


and me rising as

the creative provocateur.

This week’s prompt: The Magician. I’ve chosen The Magician from the Mary-El deck. 

#pinp17 update

Please note the full gallery of #pinp17 images is on its way. I was struck down with a rotten head cold this week and have been too sick to leave the house to get the cards scanned. Thank you for your patience. 

On The Eve of March

Not only am I looking forward to officially embracing Autumn and some cooler weather tomorrow, and celebrating the end of Summer and #pinp17, tonight I’m preparing for #createthisoracledeck – a challenge organised by Kristin at Over The Moon Oracle Cards. 

I stumbled across a mention of the challenge on Instagram at the end of last week. But when I went looking again couldn’t remember where I had seen it. A quick search turned up nothing. So I decided that if I was meant to participate it would be smooth and easy (my mantra for the Year of the Phoenix!)

This meant two things:

1. The details of the challenge would flow into my IG stream without me going searching for them, and 

2. I would easily and cheaply procure cardstock. 

Five minutes after setting those parameters out in my journal – an IG reply elicited the required information about the challenge and a trip to Officeworks, soon after, turned up blank index cards. 

So from tomorrow, I’ll be making an oracle card a day, based on OTM’s prompts. The plan is to mix chalk pastels and water colour pencils with words card from the borked edition of Elyora. 

I’m looking forward to making something, just for me. 

#tarotthursdaythree for 16.02.2017

Alaina of ExploringlyYours provided the questions for this round of the #tarotthursdaythree hosted by Spiral Sea Tarot.

How do you feel about the Raider-Waite-Smith pack (RWS)?

I’m ambivalent about it, to be honest. I am aware of the very important place it holds in tarot history and culture, how it’s a foundation for everything that came next in terms of modern tarot, but I’ve never been drawn to it personally as deck in and of itself.


What was your beginning deck?

I remember buying a generic deck (I still have it downstairs among my boxes of books, the cards have an incredible magenta backing) but I don’t remember when I bought the deck, who the deck is by or remember ever really using them.

I bought The Druidcraft deck to celebrate my first Mothers Day – drawn by the rich illustrations and a fledgling interest in paganism, earth-based religions and the like. All the artwork is painted with pigments set with egg yolk, as per traditional methods and they are sublime. The Lady in that pack remains one of my favourite cards. I can almost feel the green velvet of her dress when I bask in her abundance. I want her overflowing cornucopia to be mine. img_1364

My first oracle was Doreen Virtue’s Goddess Guidance Oracle, until I accidentally set Yemanya (golden opportunities) on fire when the wind blew her into the votive I had burning on the altar in my bedroom. I was probably on the cusp of out growing the deck (as it didn’t have enough shadow cards) so it was possibly a timely burn.


Do all beginners need to start with RWS (or clone), in your opinion? Why/why not?

I’d say no, but like many people answering these questions, I’m no expert. I can only base this on my own experiences.

Start with a pack that has artwork that inspires, excites and interests you – whether that’s tarot or an oracle deck. Secondly, get a pack that aligns with a philosophy or an area of inquiry that interests you. Alongside the Druid pack I had a succession of Goddess cards (can’t have a goddess pack that doesn’t have Kali!).

A new deck is a little like a new friend. Choose one you really want to hang out and enjoy time with, grown alongside and learn from.

#tarotthursdaythree for 09.02.2017

On our last  call, my business accountability buddy, Emma, asked me if I was intending to blog about tarot. I said, at some point in the future, probably, but I didn’t see myself as being ready to talk about it here yet. And then less than a fortnight later – well, here I am.

Hello, yes. Part of my deeper interest in narrative leans in the direction of tarot. I see it as a tool for digging into unearthed/hidden personal stories and as a deeper more intuitive lens to scrutinse life with. It’s a tool for reflection, connection and introspection. It allows you to look at who you are, how you got here, who you want to be and how to get there. It’s a roadmap, but at all time you have free will as to which direction you travel, the speed in which you go, where you stop along the way and who you take along for the ride.

I don’t believe tarot is a platform for revealing fortunes or futures. And I definitely don’t believe it is an instrument of evil. If you do, this is probably where our roads diverge and I wish you well.

Instagram and Tarot

I’ve stumbled into a divine and juicy community of tarot readers on Instagram (it’s yet another reason to be grateful for my continued absence on Facebook). And more recently, stumbled onto Spiral Sea Tarot’s #tarotthursdaythree. Three questions every week about tarot.

Thank you to Dianna and Alaina for leading me there. Thank you for leading tarot onto my blog.

#tarotthursdaythree for 9th February

1. Reversals or nah?

When I read with my Druid pack, I absolutely always read with reversals, but it was under the philosophy of Paul Fenton-Smith who said  reversals were a indication of a lesson unlearned, and to return to the lesson in the card before. I still really like that as a philosophical framework for reversals. However, my reading technique and style has changed vastly in the last year and reading intuitively from the card means that I don’t want to return to the card before in the pack, I’m taking information directly from the card in front of me. (This has sparked an idea for a reversals spread though!)

As a side note, several of the decks I work with  specifically state that they are not to be read in reverse.

2. If you could go back in time and give your novice self one piece of wisdom to fast track your tarot learning, what would it be?

Get the most basic understanding of the numbers and the suits THEN trust your intuition. Look at what’s actually going on in the card. Book learning (and worrying about being perfect) is an impediment to the story unfolding before you.

3. What is your go-to spread?

For my clients, I’m very much drawn to the three card spread. It keeps it simple. I don’t like to create too complex a spread because I use the cards as a catalyst for a conversation as much as a conduit for sharing information. Having a focus of three allows me to combine packs and use shadowing quite a bit.

For me, the go to is a daily draw of a single card. At the moment I’m drawing from the Shadowscapes deck and the SoulFlower oracle.

But my real go to – is whatever spread Alaina has created for the new moon or full moon. I am getting SO much out of these spreads.